medicate my smile without a f**ing choice. with a mind like this how can i rejoice? with lust for the sight of my own f**ing blood. how could i possibly ever overcome? in the arms of an angel that dropped me, kicked me in my head. opened my mouth and pissed down my throat. through me into a stone wall until it broke in half. while it laughed in a cynical matter. like it had never been happier in it's whole existence. how can i fix this? i can't, i won't, i'm f**ed. just melting away day after day after day... (here's your chance) to come into my mind. i'm sure you'll scare from what you might find. (don't go too deep) if you enjoy your life. don't go too far, you might not survive. (in a field of lost hope, lost love, lost faith) lost enough for all of you to take. (in a field of lost hope, lost love, lost faith) lost enough for all of you to take. in the arms of a devil that knows my pain. comforts me. wipes tears from my face. understands my lack of faith. heals my wounds before it's too late. helps me through my weakest moments. gets me through the night. offers it's hand. night after night after night... (here's your chance) to come into my mind. i'm sure you'll scare from what you might find. (don't go too deep) if you enjoy your life. don't go too far, you might not survive. (in a field of lost hope, lost love, lost faith) lost enough for all of you to take. (in a field of lost hope, lost love, lost faith) lost enough for all of you to take.