Man there days when I .. When I just hate myself... and uh, I let one of my friends down - Ayo Matt ... I apologize ... and I swear to God sometimes I'm just not good enough ... And this is how I feel right now -
Dark nightmares, got me thinking imma need a flare
Hibernate for the wicked and ugly stares
But a man once told me you should never ever care
But its hard to be myself when they compare
Just a rookie in a building full of my idols
Didn't wanna be a rapper had no option
sh** was give or take, I had to take it all
It was an auction, many people at the mall
A lot of them never gave my music a chance, but im blessed for those who tell me that they fans
(That they fans)
I wanna thank you, you're always on my mind, u made me believe that no matter what i gotta smile
Coordinating my cerrebelum, f** it i k** it
Motor neurons got the motivation as a habit
7 days a week always going strong
Lyrics got me write, but the culture had it all wrong
Couldn't get along with the fact that the faith was gone
Agnostic i dont know when im dead and gone
Pressure serving time bounce back lyk t.i.,
No 2 chainz on my neck singin no lie
No deny for the way i love the money though
That is my human nature through my mind chemicals
Anticipation for satisfaction never distracted - magnetic my opposition negative
Never neglected, no speculation is neccessary for my perservance i got em very very intimidated
(Uh)
Going further than far, Mr. dedicated
Damon want it back, told everybody rap was sedated
She was snow white, just needed a kiss
Maybe i ain't the best, but i never submit
To the critics who be thinkin that they be legit
But they ain't one of us hip hop citizens
Ride fo da people that I'd die for
Sometimes i think that i just got generic metaphors
But i know somewhere in a city someone understands
Shoutin TCK be the motherf*cking plan!
Gambling like vegas, money conversation
Maybach made me believe i could be a made man
Talking 'bout my blue print no jay z
S-C-A double M-A-D, (Scamma-D)
What a contraband too good to be legal
Like an ounce or a gram or a kilo
Haters talkin politics they wanna veto
But its okay, we be presidential
(Yeap, yeap)
I be educated
Intellect International Baccalaureate
Theory of Knowledge got me wonderin
Is it what it is? or what it isnt man?
Now take a step back, everything's moving way too fast
Is it possible? My future success, -
So much guilt for loosing touch with several friends
Gotta let em know, i love em all to d**h, gotta let em know, i do it for yall
Tck represent is what i gotta do ... and to those who believe - Thank You
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