[Verse 1]
Yo
I use to smoke a lot about an ounce a week
Ride around with my b**h and get pounds for cheap
While I sit packing bowls in the pa**enger seat
With a backpack full of weed laying at my feet
It was exciting the way it enticed me
Now when I get high I just feel anxiety
I don't feel normal anymore cause of paranoia
It's annoying when your thoughts start destroying ya
It's not the same it was a phase in a way I out grew it
I felt myself change so deep down I always knew it
People think it's lame I don't blaze get used to it
It won't fade away I got plenty of days to do it
Now the only thing I wanna pursue is music
I'm about to have my whole city hooked like Frank Lucas
And prove to be one of the realest dudes to do this
I'm on some Brotha Lynch sh** cause I refuse to loose, b**h
[Chorus]
I don't smoke that's no joke, I don't thizz but when I did
I was loaded up like a full clip
No knives, I don't slice, there's no price, on life
So you gotta love every moment
I don't control sh**, I know this
So you gotta live it to the fullest
My motto in life
Is to get through the bullsh**
[Verse 2]
I broke up with my b**h and was depressed for weeks
No more weed now I need a new stress relief
Cutting seemed like I'd be the best remedy
My friends telling me to stop they know what's best for me
So I'm like, alright, I'll stop cutting my wrist
But I didn't say sh** about slicing up my thighs and hips
My self-violence is now at a high risk
I wanna end my life over a stupid white b**h
So f** you, I already know I'm mean
Blades always on my wrists my name is wolverine
Wearing scars on my arm like a mark a shame
I look at ‘em every day to remind me of the pain
That I went through, now that news is on some old sh**
We don't have total control over life I know this
But I was depressed mess because I chose it
You just gotta remember to get through the bullsh**
[Chorus]