[Verse 1]
I use to get pissed for no reason
And start punching holes in sh** till my fist were bleeding
But I was so high I was barley thinking
So I'd put on some beats to decease from tweaking
Now I'm coming down, I can finally see the light a day
Its bright I feel like I should write today
So at night I can have some rhymes to say
I'll recite it till I die try to take my mic away
I talk about my vocals in a metaphoric way
So when I say mic, I mean it metaphorically
Basically, I know you'll hear it
Ill forever ride when I die I'll be alive through lyrics
I spit sh** I don't expect you to understand
Like saying I don't smoke but my therapist the weedman
But that was only temporary momentarily
Music turned out to be the best kind of therapy
[Hook]
When I get pissed
I'm a fuse lit
Ready to explode I don't know what I'm doing
I won't condone myself to being stupid
So I put in my headphones when I'm about to lose it
Cause music, is therapeutic, that's why I do it
[Verse 2]
I cut up my hips and thighs when I was high on Vicodin
Riding the bus nodding out but I'm fighting it
I'm not liking it, this sh**s frightening
I think about a song and I start writing it
As soon as I begin it's like the weight is lifted
The haze has drifted, away, way into the distance
Its amazing I'll blaze the stage in case you missed it
I can shake this place, like the plates just shifted
I'm lyrically gifted the way I spiritually uplift you
Its swift when it hits you like the way wind moves
I slice like Ginsu don't pull no b**h moves
You'll get thrown out a window like Mace Windu
Goddamn, I got some dirty wordplay
You need a shower after the first word I say
But I don't know what soap is, I'm the f**in' dopest
Beating me is hopeless, I noticed you know this
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
My close friends are feining like they need stuff
I'm like, slow down man, you're taking f**in' speed bumps
But I feel like a hypocrite, cause I wasn't so different
There's no getting rid of it the way we was sniffing sh**
But I kicked the habit, took it and smashed it
Like my gla** pipe when it fell off my lap and I didn't catch it
I can't put up with this planet, so I can't stand it
It's unbalanced like it got knocked off its axis
There's just a lot of stupid people in this world
I can't trust anybody, especially my ex girl
I told you I loved you with hollowness
There's no excuse for what you did, cupid should've shot us with hollow tips
Then we would've never had all these problems follow us
And I would've never had all this anger bottled up
But all that sh**s over and I'm through with it
My music is therapeutic listen to it, you stupid b**h
[Hook X2]