The truth is that I still hold grudges from you
It's been so many years and I wish I was mature
And accept your silent apologies
But I guess I'm not that easy going person
That knows how to deal with the past
Five years past
And I'm still afraid of you
Five years past
And my worst nightmare come true
But just for tonight
‘Cause tomorrow I'll be a better person
Guess I was right that whole time
It wasn't just neurosis from my sick mind
I may want you to admit it
C'mon admit it
I was right
I was seeing clear
Five years past
And I'm still afraid of you
Five years past
And my worst nightmare come true
But just for tonight
‘Cause tomorrow I'll be a better person
Calmin' down
There's nothing to worry
Nothing to threaten
Nothing to fear
Sounds like a silly joke
No more feelings to joke
I can breathe
I can rest
Feel the air on my chest