Unholy Trinity
(Intro: Nathan Baya)
This the part of the album I lose some of y'all , gain some of y'all but could care less because I don't do it for none of y'all
(Chorus: Nathan Baya)
I was around the age of 12
When I thought that I was going to hell
Masterbation seems to run the nation
Told myself it's me , myself and I
But God sees with the all seeing eye
So as much as I try to do in the dark
Whatever done in the dark must come
To light and one day I must
Be face to face with the God of light
And will my soul be ready for him?
(Verse 1: Nathan Baya)
I was round the age of 12 when I thought that
I was going to hell See I was home alone Kevin
Mcallister and just last night had an
Encounter with the pastor
And what he was preaching felt like
He was reaching to me spefically
When lust comes across all thoughts
Of the one who died on the cross get lost
And ya find yourself in the wrong place
I found my placed behind a computer screen
That visually give me all I wanted to see s**ually
Was on different websites day and night like Kid
Cudy just a kid stripped away from his innocent
Through differents websites he visited
(Chorus: Nathan Baya)
I was around the age of 12
When I thought that I was going to hell
Masterbation seems to run the nation
Told myself it's me , myself and I
But God sees with the all seeing eye
So as much as I try to do in the dark
Whatever done in the dark must come
To light and one day I must
Be face to face with the God of light
And will my soul be ready for him?
(Verse 2: Nathan Baya)
Here's how the story ends
Me and her in bed she give me head
Which led to this and led to that
And in the mist of all that s** never
Came across till she tossed a jimmy to me
But my intelligence was on neutron she thought
To my virginity head was the coupon she got on top and try to Put it on me but the thought of hell always haunts me so I Moved her and she said what you to holy for me?
I said no it's just that area I want to go when I'm married
Long story short, my Ex became my Ex because I would not offer Sex even if I offered it she still be my ex cause word is
She wanted Relations I wanted a relationship
I guess that's why our relationship could never
Take ship
( Spoken Word Poetry: Nathan Baya)
My love for Christ
Is like a fight between
Darkness and the light
I wanna follow the light
Because it's what's right
But what's right doesn't
Always feel right
And what's wrong
Can feel so right
Right ?
My love for Christ is like a
Fight between the flesh
And the spirit
I'm suppose to bring d**h
To the flesh but every time my spirit
Arises
It rises to sin
So hard to win in Christ
When everything within the world
Is built for you lose to Christ within and gain the world but the bible explains what good does a man gain, in gaining the world but losing his soul ?
It's crazy how once I die the
Money can't follow
Matter as a fact one I die even
This physical body in this world stay inside and only my soul rises to the
Sky and meets the one who created
The sky and the heavens
And in God presence here comes the question
Is my name in the book of life
And only way for your name to be
In the book of life is buy following
The book he left us in this life which is the bible
But see my life is like a cycle of darkness and light
Every time I come close to the light darkness comes in sight to blind my sight to leave me thinking I'm not holy enough to fight this fight
Between darkness and the light
Cuzz my see my love for Christ is like a fight between darkness and the
But I've suffered to much in this life to suffer as well in the after life once I die I will live to see heaven and be happy in God presence and never hear the sentence of " I never knew you "
Hold up
God you tell me to wait till marriage
But I don't feel were it says if I wait a wife I will gain what if I forever wait but yet get never married ...
With all these unanswered questions In my mind will I really wait till that date I don't know but if it is to go
I pray it's with someone I love & not someone I just lust