Sick with my Oni
I am Yakuza
Raised by my father
Was scared of the future
Was scared to be bueller
Was scared to be dead
Walked with some kids
Who kept demons in head
Who kept sword under bed
Or machete by side
Mario Andretti I'll ride till I die
Sword to the sky
Drugs to my mind
Change myself soon
But quit why
Sick with my Oni
I am a demon
Raised by my mother
But no one would see him
And I was just fiending
Looking for love
Nowhere to go so I turn to these d**
I hope that you feel me I'm k**ing myself
Die every day so I don't need your wealth
I'm bad for my health, I'm back on the shelf
Just leave me alone cause I don't need your help
Sick with my oni
Lost in the culture
Raised by the devil
Part time with my father
I feel like a goner
I feel like a goonie
Never say die
But I'll die to that movie
Reminds me of dad
Reminds me of times that we had
Reminds me I'll always be sad
That my life will always be bad
Sick with my Oni
My life is all gone
Drunk and retarded
Outside on your lawn
Screaming and cursing
I'm waking your neighbors
So get the f** out here
And do me a favor
Say that your sorry
Say that you meant it
Nightmares at night
Know I'll never forget it
All that sh** that you said
Lies that you put in my head
f** it i'm better off dead
(Dusty Rhodes Sample)
Sick with my Oni
Up all night
Watching anime
Tryina' save my life
Just tryina' see the light
On why you wanna live
So I watch all this sh**
Just tryina' get a glimpse
Of the life you been living
The way that I've been leaving
Die every day so I live like I'ma demon
Straight from the ceiling to down on your corpse
Still the same kid that you raised on the porch
Sick with my Oni
I think that I'm dying
Tears in my eyes
But I'm not even crying
Laughing hysterically waiting to die
Two fingers up and their held to the sky
Screaming I hate you
Like f** you god
Why'd the f** you put me on
I just want to be gone
Wanna find faith
Bury my head in all of disgrace
Sick with my oni
Still stuck livin'
Now reppin' Haf
And we cookin' in your kitchen
And It's 2.0 on our new f**ing hype
And I'm gonna make it now or I'm gonna take my life
Katana on the hip, Clan in the front
Put up with some sh**
But we all gonna bump
In the end
f** it I don't need any friends
Cause my clan is my fam
We gon' leave it in the wind