[Verse 1] Just a normal night, skyping with Jordan Well it was up until my mum walked in She had told me what just happened Didn't understand, couldn't begin to fathom What's going on? Is this even real? Please tell me God, just tell me the deal? If my heads playing games then I must be losing I came to the conclusion that I gotta keep moving It's a part of life, but I just don't get it The last I saw your face, I won't ever forget it I'm still wondering why, why'd you have to go though Now I'm feeling different, like I'm Quasimodo Cause all this weight, gave me a hunchback Cause I lost my nan, just a few months back I can't even think, how do I rap? I don't even know, I just want my nan back [Hook] Nan, I'm asking, can, you hear, my words? From up there, beyond, the birds From way, past, where, they pirch I'm wondering, if, you, heard x2 [Verse 2] You're flying now, higher and higher Your spirit keeps going, getting lighter and lighter With you in my life I truly felt blessed But I couldn't imagine life with you laid to rest I couldn't believe it, not even in principle It's silly to think, but I thought you was invincible Not just you, I thought everyone was But at least you found your way home, no longer lost You're in a better place, so I guess you escaped The craziness of life, no more pain and no aches
You're at peace now, so why am I in pieces? Jesus, I don't get why you had to leave us? In life, you're exactly what I needed No-one'll ever doubt that you nan, are a genius I just hope you hear these words So I'll speak louder and louder till they reach, beyond the birds [Hook] Nan, I'm asking, can, you hear, my words? From up there, beyond, the birds From way, past, where, they pirch I'm wondering, if, you, heard x2 [Verse 3] I wrote you a poem, but I didn't send it But I wonder, maybe, somehow you read it I hope so, but doubtful, and now I regret it Cause all I think now, is how your life ended And you never even got, to hear me rhyme And you never even read, a poem of mine You taught me a lot, what's right and what's wrong I got so much to say, can't fit it in one song All what's in my brain, I couldn't fit on the page And Dad was telling me, that you're so proud I love you nan, my nanny meow meow I can barely even think, I'm smudging the ink Tears keep rolling, down the side of my face My damn tears, are falling on the page I don't even know, what the heck this says I love you nan, your memory'll never fade [Hook] Nan, I'm asking, can, you hear, my words? From up there, beyond, the birds From way, past, where, they pirch I'm wondering, if, you, heard x2