INTRO:
Man, sometimes you can get confused
Because you lost inner self
Still can't find the way out of it
Now i have the same problem
And i'm tryin' to decide it...
VERSE 1:
Over right shoulder is angel, over left is evil
Both of you tear me apart make more strange & evil
Give me a gun i put it to my head and pop it!
Even if i go to suicide these strange spirits
Are never leave my f**in' soul & mind
But i already decided everything for myself
If i ain't able to catch a different side
Then i gotta stick to one of it. I'm like in the pit
Everytime tryna get out, but stay in the same sh**!
Between good and evil is a fine line
Everyone got own deal, but that piece of mine!
They know me like a Saint, that's my second name
I never afraid to be a good man by nature
I never tried to be like you're when i lookin at y'all!
This is Saintfed, the way i am
I got a one problem, i can rid off myself, only one way
HOOK:
Saint Sinner is tearin' inside
Clash inner makes'em vie
One winner and i'll be pride
My own inner self is died
I'm tired to be fussed, to have the same gaze
I almost crossed it, tryna find right ways
I have got lost in the home maze
But only's me must to get out of that place
VERSE 2:
Saint and Sinner are deep inner me
It seems real and i still tryna find the another side
But apparently it can not to be!
Now all i do is f**in' jump at solutions
Not make a point on this, usual through it
And only is God always knew it
That you can be only is Saint or Sinner
But you can't be a f**in' Saint Sinner!
My dark side's eatin' souls in the darkest night
My bright side's keep movin' to the purity light
That's my closed unity, my unsigned deal
Maybe once i have lost my opportunity and stuck in it!
Still i feel sick of this uncertain sh**
But one day i'll to put an end to it!
If it would be so easy i'd did long time ago
And i else know that i need to keep fightin on!
I hate all it cuz that makin' me split
That's why i'm tryna spit all this f**in' lines
Sinner makes stupidities then Saint fix it
But all i want is to call it quits sh**
I'm puke to be likeness a teddy boy, but why
When comin up the darkness it feels like
I bury the dynamite's Half-burned out, gonna explode
And my f**in brains always overloaded of it
HOOK:
Saint Sinner is tearin' inside
Clash inner makes'em vie
One winner and i'll be pride
My own inner self is died
I'm tired to be fussed, to have the same gaze
I almost crossed it, tryna find right ways
I have got lost in the home maze
But only's me must to get out of that place
VERSE 3:
The all day i'm tryna spendin' in the rap church
And rappin there until i go sleep at the couch
After for all bad spill devil's chokin' me
In my dreams these evil spirits freakin' me out!
But angel's comes to rescue me and kick'em f**in' out!
For some people prayer it's lines of Holy Bible
But for me rap is a prayer, there i prayin' for all my sins
Everyone needs find outlet to out that deep inside
Lately i started afraid of rap is drive me crazy
Feeling like i can't livin' without it anymore
Maybe i need to lock it deep inside me
But only's rap lightin' that deep place inside, see
And i don't wanna to dark that space if it's gone
Cuz i'ma stayed alone with myself, but something's wrong
I guess that just need to k** this f**in' spawn
Because probably in this never happens the drawn!
HOOK:
Saint Sinner is tearin' inside
Clash inner makes'em vie
One winner and i'll be pride
My own inner self is died
I'm tired to be fussed, to have the same gaze
I almost crossed it, tryna find right ways
I have got lost in the home maze
But only's me must to get out of that place
OUTRO:
Eventually you stay who you are feedin' more
Or just keepin' the harmony on...