[Intro chum:]
You can't do that saiid
k** yourself, or anyone, that's just not right
What you need is me
You just need someone to talk to
So tell me what's been going
Who's f**ing with you
[verse 1: saiid jilus]
Tall,ugly, Haitian, loser, find a f**en rope to hang
I'm not popular see I'm just known by those couple names
I wanna tell my father this sh**,but his Haitian a**
He'll probably say the same
Its been 16 years since my father left and left me fatherless
All my live i've been Hated by everyone
That's the way it feels
So I sit in my room and I listen to dooms
I'm generally alone and feeling apathetic
Because none of the cool kids would let me join the crew
I don't know what's shorter, my ears or my self-esteem
Depression on the rise again
You think all these followers would make a happy me?
But I'm about as lonely as crackers that supermodels eat
My best friend is an shadow because it will not let me leave
[verse 2: saiid ]
f** my life
That sh** ain't got no light in it
sh** is darker then that cave that n***a osama was hiding in
f** it thought going hard as Tyler tho
Saiid jilus love doing annoying sh** that society despise
[Verse 3: saiid jilus ]
I'm 16 and I'm still jerking off and living my life careless
I've been getting no p**y because these b**hs don't want to f** with me
Because I do not f** with religion
But please understand that this is my decision your motherf**ers don't have to listen
Here please take my black a** finger and in stake it in your ear
All these f** n***as ain't f**ing with me because I don't listen to chief of the keef
And all this 2pac music that's bull of the sh**
Id rather listen to biggie and ice of the T
And odd future wolf gang instead of that real hip hop that's full of the sh**
But society wanna critique
Everything the saiid has ever believed
But they don't get it
Cause its not made for them
Its made for the n***avet
And the men in the mirror rapping, its made for him
But they do not have the mindset, that is same as him
Society claims the sh** is just wrong like who the f** doesn't have those dark thoughts when alone
I will admit all my life I've been suicide drown