Heart drowning I'm not crying Messing around in the backyard Just trying to find out who I am Lost byways, nobody, like you said, ever missed me See faces and places and I miss you sometimes And all the people And all the crap You are nothing more than names on a map so far Your pretty garden your painted house I hoped you'd be happy more than your dog would be Heart drowning suffocating
Your face reminds me I am still breathing and losing the rest of who I am Sometimes I feel like ending The dirty game we keep playing Let's take a walk to the other side Let's take a long walk And a pill for the ride How can you die when you're already dead Where can you go there's nothing much ahead I'm bleeding and I know I won't stop Until I find the place The place where I can drop