Didn't I hustle?
Wasn't I convincing too?
Hadn't I noticed
All the little things about you?
Wasn't I nervous?
Was it just acting ashamed?
Didn't I pluck
The expectations from my brain?
Didn't I change you
Or is it me who has changed?
Wasn't I jealous
Didn't you call me insane?
Was it your good looks
Or are you actually that vain?
Didn't I muster
All the muscle in me?
Didn't I grow up to find you
Gnawing at my body?
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Stay high
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Stay high
She rides around on a dozen horses
In cold and rain and snow
Wipes off her makeup if the boys
Aren't acting impossible to both
Every time I get a bright idea
She says, no, get out, just go
There's too much riding on our progress
Just to grow, expand, expose
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Stay high
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Stay high
Didn't I play nice?
Didn't I cover my tracks?
Was it a mistake
Or a chromosome you lack?
Hadn't I noticed
You were not looking so well
Was it just deja vu or another
Of those fading spells?
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Stay high
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Stay high
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Stay high
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Lydia, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
Stay high