[Verse 1]
Lost
I ain't scared to admit it
Something in the water and I ain't f**in wit it
They shot a mother and her daughter, recently in my city
Spoke on it for a few, but now they show her no pity
What the f** is going on
Tell me where do they run to
No where is safe, cops aiming the guns too
Son growing up without respect for women
Daughter f** so much cause she ain't never had that comfort feeling
Girls open up, they pray for the marriage, yeah
n***as bustin nuts, they praying for miscarriage, yeah
I'm a contradiction, feel like a savage
I just flushed my first born, could've been in a carriage, damn
That sh** was devastating, but I know you next to granddad levitating
You know I would've loved you with no hesitation
Through my flaws and all I always give you the truth
I just shed a f**ing tear rapping that in the booth
Gotta keep improving
The dropout keeping the students
Empower loose queens, and now they practicing prudence
Y-yeah
Guess I'm the leader of lost
Blind leading the blind
God work miracles
All it takes is sometime
All it takes is some time girl
You just gotta believe
You don't gotta worry no more
[Hook]
This for my lost ones
I know you out there
I know sometimes you probably wanna scream and shout, yeah
Just Hear my voice you ain't the only one out there
I'm only 20, hair falling out my scalp, yeah
This for my lost ones
I know you out there
I know sometimes you probably
Wanna scream and shout yeah
Repeat after me, we ain't never giving up
Never forget, the only way is up
[Verse 2]
4 baby daddies, how did none of em love u
Realizing that sh** now, make me just wanna hug you
Where they was at, u was workin doubles, all on your hustle
Me, P, Jia & Danielle was there for every struggle
Seem like our dads weren't attentive with how we were living
So this is a f** you from me, mom and all my siblings
Who am I kidding? I'm like my pops, so unforgivable
But thankful he been there since the day they cut my umbilical
He ain't raise a man, he raised a lord
Thank you Jesus, say praise the lord
Shots of Jack in the Cadillac
And out came the Art Lord
Parental advisory
Can't no parent be advising me
You would need a liter of Visine to really see what I be seeing
This the food stuck in yo teeth n***a
Anything that I speak sharp widow peeks and make feet quiver
I know I'm lost...
Lost...
Lost for now but find my way like a street n***a, now go hit repeat n***a
[Hook]
[Outro]
Leader of the lost, leader of the lost
Come with me let's get lost (4x)