I wanna know if this is how it's gonna be
I wanna know what I will have to loose
I wanna feel the anxiety leave my body
I wanna see things like you do
And on days like this
I'm standing on my own, saying nothing
Still my feelings all exposed
And on days like this
I allow myself to fall into memories
Of days that are no more
I look for exits on every road that I go down
I take your words and an*lyze them all apart
I search for cracks in every wall that I'm behind
Waiting, nervous for all the colors to go dark