[Verse 1: Rowlan]
I still remember the the days and the nights
I still remember the breaks and the fights
I still remember the way you would hold me tight
I still don't know what to say so I guess that I'll write
I wish the hands of time would move back
But I know they can't so I don't put on an act
I need your guidance is that a possibility
I got some stress weighing me down and it's been k**ing me
Your baby girl Natasha is now two
And when she ask me where is daddy I never know what to do
Whats the answer I usually don't respond
But really how can you tell a daddy's girl that he gone
I face a challenge day in and day out
Imagining that some how my future will play out
Life hard with you not around I miss you babe
I'm still wearing the ring you gave me every day
[Verse 2: Rowlan]
You still remain deep inside my heart
Somewhere that I can't explain
And It's been that way from the start
Your irreplaceable nothing short of a angel
Maybe that's why god took you up and turned the tables
Salute my soldier you were taken in the field
And they never found your body because an air strike was near
I still wait for a call but it's been a year
So I shut off the line cause It keep me thinking that u here
Every time Natasha looks in my eyes
I light up like the day of our wedding cause deep inside
I see you
I see me
I see us
And what I see I believe
I'm smiling now just thinking of days
But then it comes to mind we had to go our separate ways
You went to heaven I'm still here on earth
About to give your second child a gift and I call it birth
[Verse 3: Rowlan]
Jimmy junior, 8.2 pounds
You smile like your daddy Junior
Daddy would be so proud
She wish they got to meet
Cause Jimmy senior loved babies
Until she heard I am proud
And she thought she went crazy
Jimmy senior the fallen soldier has spoke out loud
I'll always return I told you look where I am now
In the room where my wife gave birth to
My first son this is worth all that I been through
I was in battle and they captured and enslaved me
But seeing my beautiful family was worth the slavery
But never again will I ever leave your side
As I'm holding my little boy a tear falls from my eye
I love you junior, love you Natasha, love my wife
Love you god, love my family, love this life
I'll never again take another thing for granted
And I'm happy that I'm alive and grateful for the whole planet