[Intro]
Pipe that sh*t up, TnT
Mm-mm, mm, uh
[Verse]
If you're hearin' this, it's too late (Late)
I've been writin' this since Tuesday, today Friday
That mean tomorrow's doomsday (Yeah, yeah)
Tried to fight the pain, but it ate me alive
Sad to say I lost the battle against my mind (Mm-mm)
You should be happy for me, homie, no more sufferin' (Sufferin')
We all got a day, I guess we'll see each other then (See each other)
I hope that Heaven's real and one day we can reunite (Yeah, yeah)
And don't bе cryin' for me, I lived a wonderful lifе
I went on tour and seen the world and met all of my fans (My fans)
I can't lie, I wish I could do that sh*t again (sh*t again)
Made plenty money, wrote my will, my kids is good
Hopefully they don't grow up so misunderstood (Misunderstood)
I moved my momma out the hood and bought her a home
Even though me and her husband never got along (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Bought all my ni**as brand new cars and watched them flex
Wanted ni**as to know I loved them before I left (Yeah)
I bought a brand new house in Houston, left it to my pops (Yeah)
Take the fam with ya ni**a, we all we got (All we got)
In they face the whole time, beggin' for help
For years, ready to die but scared of death (Yeah, oh)
I tried to pop a couple pills, they just made me sleep (Yeah, yeah)
I left the house without my gun, ni**as fakin' they beef
I poured a half a pint of wock in a two liter soda
Stuck as fu*k, couldn't move, I thought it was over (Over)
False alarm, ni**a
I told the world how I was feelin', my worst decision (My worst)
Since this fame and all these millions, they treat me different (Different)
Tired of fake smiles and broken hearts, it's fu*k the world
fu*k the money and the cars, the jewelry and the girls (Yeah, yeah)
They all treat me like I'm him, I feel so alone (Yeah, yeah)
Like I'm just a walkin' come up without a soul (Yeah, yeah)
I hope, this ain't how they remember me
Thought accomplishin' my dreams would end my misery (Misery)
I've been this way for awhile, lost as a child (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Momma always tellin' me smile, she's so in denial
Still wishin' I had some help (Help)
What the fu*k? Make a ni**a run off and blast himself
[Outro]
Mm-yeah