[Hook]
When the lights shut out, and it's my turn to settle down, my main concern
Promise that you will sing about me, promise that you will sing about me
I said when the lights shut out, and it's my turn to settle down, my main concern
Promise that you will sing about me, promise that you will sing about me...
[Verse 1]
Why do good things end? That's the question I always ask myself
I can't relax myself, I keep thinking about leftovers on the shelf
Or rather leftover hatred when we argued last time we spoke
I could barely keep it together, my tears started to choke (me)
Because everything I felt for you went up in smoke
You took me for granted like I'm a f**ing joke
The way it ended makes me forget how the f** it began
But you can't handle love so you just f**ing ran
Away from me, you went silent and wasted all of my time
So I'm putting my anger in the formation of rhymes
It didn't have to be like this, but you changed your ways
It went from "I love you" to nothing in a matter of days
Years from now I hope you think and realize
We could've been something when you an*lyze
What used to be but what isn't anymore
Because even if you go to the dollar store
And win the lotto, it won't help you in the slightest
Because love stings no matter how you fight it
So when the bullet comes for me I think I'll bite it
And turn the lead into ink so I can write it
All down and inject my music into your brain
Think about what happened so you feel my pain
Remember that night when I told you "I love you"
You said 'I love you too" do you remember it too
I said you were the only girl that was ever there for me
It was true at the time, I was blind now I can see
See your smile feel my kisses on your head
I cared so much for you, and now I feel like you're dead
And if I die for real, I just hope…(shots FX)
[Verse 2]
We made a song together it was a remix of new day
That's the way I felt with you, before you went away
Because every girl before you had been a replay
When I got close to them they would never stay
But you were different i got close and you got closer
I'd go to your house and you'd make me eggs and toast or
Pasta with milk or something else from back home
Because you miss your country now that your grown
You miss your ex, who left your heart broke and brittle
I'm sorry but I can't solve all of your life's riddles
But it makes sense to me that you won't fall in love
What if a guy leaves you when push comes to shove
But I'd never leave you, if you were my baby
I only left our friendship because you never said maybe
Despite the fact that I gave you my heart and soul
A platonic relationship was your only goal
I'm sorry but I just can't stay friends when I fall
In love like I did, and you feel nothing at all
How can you be numb after all we've been through
Making my heart beat so hard 'til it turned black and blue
You said it yourself you would rather go
With a guy you just met, does that make you a ho?
Well I guess if he's cute that's all that matters to you
So maybe you are, and you'll cry when he's through
f**ing that other chick that he also just met
And you'll call me voice shaky, mind full of regret
For the way you discarded my heart like trash
After all the time we spent, never gave me a chance
If only you had, it would've been quite a romance
It would never fade away, never fade away
For years and years we could probably get married and have beautiful children and hold each other and never let go and all of the love would show in how we cared for each other, and it would be magic the way it worked out, the way it clicked for the both of us, there never was a doubt…
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
Sometimes I wonder how often you think about me still
Now that I left is it nothing, anger, or a cold chill?
Do you remember the good times or only the bad
When you look at old pictures do you only get mad?
Do all of your girl friends think I'm a jerk?
Do they all think I'm a loser who went berserk?
When we were friends your bestie went up to me
Told me you talk about me so I could see
How important I was to you, to take care of you
I bet she's disappointed in me now that we're through
I bet you talk about me to the same friends that made you
Act the way you did and change your behavior
Because the girl I used to love was never mean
We would laugh, link arms, and cause a scene
We loved to be together and so it became routine
To spend our time just the two of us like a team
And when you changed I noticed in your persona
Like a new perfume a change of aroma
Except this aroma was hatred and distance
An attitude of superiority and heavy indifference
I kept trying to be calm and tell myself not to worry
I'm overreacting, I'm dizzy, my vision is blurry
But when it cleared it hurt more than ever
I just hope when I'm gone (promise that you'll sing about me forever)
[Hook]
[Skit: ft. Diana Angelika]