Beneath a veil of false smiles and laughter
The pain creeps in
So I put on a mask to conceal the magnitude of losing you
But in every spare moment
My thoughts return to you
So I have no choice but to…
Embrace the mayhem
Vanquish the darkness
Your only enemy is your own mind
I can no longer hear your footsteps
So I must wander this path alone
Still I cling to your cold remains
As the greatest part of me is slipping away
In every spare moment my thoughts return to you
‘cos in my mind you are still alive
Let me keep my sweet delusions
I've saved you so many times before
But this time it's different
Can't rescue you from the rain that pa**es through the soil
And as it breaks down your body
Soon you'll be nothing more
Than brittle bones beneath the ground
In every spare moment my thoughts return to you