[Verse 1: Rhyman]
Music is my movement, it moves me
When I feel like doing nothing at all, it pulls me along but
Is this real, or is it a movie?
All of my dreams start becoming real when the musics on
Starts to make me feel like, music is my all
Nothing else ever appealed to me so strong
There's some special people, yeah I can name them
But they seem to avoid me like I'm a fake friend
Why won't they write back, even though I write them?
Write until my life ends, I'mma keep tryin', cause
If you give up you're defeated, love
I couldn't give a f**, I need it
I'm a hypocrite, I cheated, betrayed my own feelings
Feel like jumping out the plane, still remain seated
Going to stay strong until I fight my own demons
Write to stay clean, it's like I'm on my knees and
Praying to the lord to find my inner peace
I'm riding to the throne despite this inner beast, yeah
[Verse 2]
Now I'm irritated, my life so cold refrigerated
Miss my old self, the Ryan that originated
Crying at the cemetery, mimi I love you lady
Miss you so much, I hope you listen to me maybe
Still can't believe you're gone
I know you'll never hear this song, but
Maybe you will see me though, welcome me with open arms, but
I'm so young I still got a lot of stuff to see
So for now, all you can do is send pops some love for me
I'm glad for you both that you're together again
That's the way it should be and never should it end
Yeah, I'm losing my words
Don't know why I'm writing this song or if it's even worth it
Let me catch my breath, it just isn't easy to talk about d**h
So let's change the subject, to love you know I love it
Even thought you know it, I keep it undercover but
L I really like you, it seems like you don't even notice
Think about you all the time but I don't know if I should show it
Load of girls already rode with
If you're so special, don't want to blow it
Wrote this message, hope to show it
At the present the moment's golden
[Verse 3]
My feelings' said I should forget it
Terrified of being rejected
I don't think that I could bear it
Basically I'm scared to tell ya
Maybe I'm supposed to leave it
Maybe I'm supposed to keep it to myself
And just keep dreaming, of us together when I am sleeping
I really wish that I could love you
Know your mom and know your brother
Hold your arms and hold you close when other guys try to bug ya, f**
I guess this wasn't meant to be
Still want to get it off my chest, centerpiece