Welcome to the part where your mind f**ing collapses
Where you loose all sense of self the longer that time elapses
When you haven't moved an inch, but you breathe like you've been dashing
Laps for 5 straight days, your mental state is f**ing crashing
Lashing out at everybody due to paranoia
Don't know when to shut up and just sit back and enjoy it
Greed and jealousy have led to a path of you destroying
Current mind frame, brain is stuffed with mush like a gyoza
Its f**ing over, whipping around in the range rover
Then I'll hover over kits with some crops gone super nova
Never f**ed with d**, yet i'm hardly ever sober
You could call it maundy thursday, I'm a j** so pa** over
Not really, i find it hard to f** with any religion
Because my balls and dick are the only things i've been giving
By this so called higher power, the f** else would i be thinking
Im broke and twisted, like oliver of charles dickens
Its so sick, really im both deaf and illiterate
Intimidated by the soft sound of youth and innocence
Paid my dividends with lack of resistance
Slowly shut my eyes to avoid the luminescences
Its k**ing me both slowly and sadistically
Put to sleep by the smooth sounds of the symphony
Screens of psychedelic imagery cause pain and ecstasy
Have i really gone insane or is the world just testing me