[Hook]
Isnt it ironic that the city that never sleeps
Is the city of dreams
Isnt it ironic that the city that never sleeps
Is the city of dreams
[Verse]
Crazy how they tryna seperate blood from blood
Both parents love me but 2definitions of love
One wants to see me happy while striving
And the other wants me balling and lying
Man i can't be my dads child, he might as well
Go to the store nd cop a life style
f** your self
Ive Been brain-wash with your thoughts my mind is drenched
This lil rugrat grew up
Sometimes
I wish I was Chris
Sometimes I have to hiss, Sometimes i really wish
I wish that s**m cell you planted inside my mom was piss
So I'd never have to be here, never had to suffer
It wasn't just me,u forgot to use 10more rubbers
Your a business man tryna be a father
Caught up witchur s** game tryna be a lover
You could've settled down and only had one chick
How ironic, then I wouldn't exist
He acting like a dick, he really a b**h
Filthy pig with a farm in DR, ain't that some sh**
Film this new sepecies on animal planet
Because of you, I respond the way that I do
I got a short temper and I got no patience
I have hurt some feelings without any explanations
I Just hope its not too late
Mama, I'm sorry, forgive me for my rage
That disrespectful me, you'll never see again
Now i know who I am from where i reside
How I could be smiling but crying inside
I was the product of a caring person and an a**hole
Red lights in my vision but I let it go
Now I know that you know
That I f**ed up now clean my mess up
My angers off the leash now
I Fell back like a rebound
Took this girl out my game, she had too many fouls
Gave her time and dedication I took her everywhere
Told the world about us, find out
She was loving the crew, she was f**ing em too
She was praying, but it wasn't Jesus she was getting on her knee fors
My life is a C4, nd this sh** done blow
Someone get my n***a Re a casket, how it all happened
Unbelievable, How the heater go, keep pouring liquor on the floor
Im dead
I hope I have it easier in my next life
In this city of dreams
I wish I never woke up and stood asleep