(Intro)
Mom whats gonna happen?
Dad just left in the car
In the back was his duffle dag
Didn't say goodbye now dont start to cry
Lets get the last laugh in
She told him lifes going backwards
Gonna lose the home but not losing hope
We hated his antics
Good feeling abandoned
We took it for granted and started to panic
Calling every family member
And lets get together
To weather this storm
They said no weve been here before
Losing the fight but winning this war
Pick your own battles still staying the course
This is your grandma have faith in the lord
And just ask the court for child support
That never comes long it never runs
Fell to the floor hes feeling numb
Mom with tears in her eyes had to pick him up
Hes contemplating suicide thinking he lived enough
14 years he has lived up she told her son theres no way you be giving up
You haven't gave enough but your brave enough
To give your gaming up haven't you played enough? What?
(interlude)
Kendle realized his life changing
Friends hes losing names are strangers
New town new home he ain't gonna make it
No father bothering him it just started to dawn on him
He got free time he can pick up a sk**
He took out his diary these words would just spill
Started writing his thoughts down his spine went a chill
Words would connect his demons would hex
Feeling like Arnold when he started to flex
Metaphors more complex like stretching his pecs
No more settle for less this is how he will handle the stress
While spitting a verse the hardships left
Mind went to harmony within a single breath
He went from stressing on outfits
To finding his outlet
Pain will leave if he could amount it
And start to gain power from those who will doubt him
Keep it 100 no screw it keep a thousand
When dad left he was sad and upset
And manic depressed
So he want back to the lab
With a pen and a pad and learned how to rap
(interlude)
This is just the beginning
The moment he will never forget it
Hes sick of his feelings and puts on a clinic
He picks up the pieces and pictures his image
Pushing his limits away go the women
Writing till hands start to grimace
His dad was just pimping
To mad to forgive him
Imagine the way you living
Was taken but then you just flipped it
Put your foot down but never could pivot
He wants to travel the world never could fit in
Never the strongest never fastest
How could he use his wisdom
He could get you to listen
So hes in his room just spitting
His world is spinning
Nobody gets him hes to damn different
With pins and needles within him
This his world now never can turn down
Learned sounds till the house burned down
Its not about the cap and gown
Its about the plaques and platinum
And this all worked out
Hes ready for new life
Hew hope new goals reach em in due time
Before he was quite now he has something say
You better be staying awake cuz this boy dont play