[Intro]
I been poppin' pills like the doctor said
All they really do is f** up my head
Nightmares of Afghanistan
Cold sweats every night goddamn
I been feeling held back this year
I'm the first of my kind
But I have no fear
Never question myself again
I'm f**en insane
Where the f** y'all been?
[Hook]
Where the f** I been?
In the lab with a pad and a pen
Where the f** y'all been?
Bullsh**tin' again with your friends
Who's checking for me? (X8)
[Verse 1]
Pill poppin'
Ain't ate all day
Now I'm nauseous
These labels look over me
I'll k** everyone on their roster
That's regardless
Rated R sh**
Cocaine in my apartment
White girls in a mosh pit
Mix this and trees with a hit list
And I'm f**en relentless
Yall picture me quitting now
When their checkin' me out
And my sh** bang loud
Bet they know it's me
When I rock the crowd
Lettin' weak n***as in?
But I'm not allowed
f** that I'm crack
I never let a hatin' mutherf**en n***a hold me back
n***as can't rap just act
An I guess I Never really did like that
Take me back
When I loved to rap
And the ones that I loved
Really watched my back
It wasn't enough
Now I'm smoking packs
Packs on packs on packs
Chasing racks on racks on racks
And I never kick back
Cuz I gotta get that
Put em in my shoes
And You wouldn't last
Smoke it down like its my last
Put em in the gra**
Gasp. grasp, liven fast
Like I'm livin' in a dash
And I win
Getting high-
Solo no friends
Why would I pretend to
When they blowin' like the wind do
And If this sh** offends you
Put it on like a fit shoe
Cuz I really did intend to
And there's nuthin that you can do
[Hook]
Where the f** I been
In the lab with a pad and a pen
Where the f** y'all been?
Bullsh**tin again with your friends?
Where the f** I been?
In the lab with a pad and a pen
Where the f** I been?
In the lab with a pad and a pen
Who's checkin' for me? (X8)
[Verse 2]
Man I swear I never get this high
Feelin' invisible
And I hope I blow in time
To murder your favorite rappers line for line
All I do is rhyme
Fighting off demons
One day at a time
If you ready for me
Tellem one more time
Time to f** up the game
The people say put Rene inside
And I never understood why
They don't wanna give me my shine
But I never even asked why
I just told em they can Kiss my
Keep hating on a n***a
While I get signed
And I been grindn
Done paid dos
On ya 3rd mixtape
But they don't f** with you
And I know
My sh**s over due
But they checkin' for me
They ain't checkin' for you
[Bridge]
Who's checkin for me (for me)
The top is all I really see
Who's checkin' for me
Adderall and Hennessy
They checkin' for me (for me, for me)
They checkin' for me
Adderral and Hennessy
[Hook]