(Intro)
Dear father God
What have we done to deserve this oppression
As a black race we're not making it
As a black man we're gonna be extinct
You were right yo
(Verse)
I'm cursed as a black man no matter what I do I'm last
Never ever first
I need a hit to quench my thirst, sooner or later
I'm a end up in a hearse nine feet under the dirt
No longer will I exist on this earth, mom was right
She said sonny boy pray on your knees and go to church
But that's just it mom I can't cause I am too emotionally hurt
I am legally psychotic recovering alcoholic that's why
Can't I be happy marry and have a wife and kids
I highly doubt it judged by the way that I look
And the way that I walk judge this cover by the book
I don't think its fair take a look two craze teens they
Tried to k** me they tried to poison me other's from the
Corporate world don't want to see me make it
So they dispose of me I'm barley living my life
I need m,o,n,e,y 14 thousand in debt
Moms I can't take this no more
(Chorus)
Cursed as a young black man I need a helping hand (Repeat 4) Cursed
(Verse)
Lonely the sadness unhappiness I can't take it no more
Why these things they happen to me I've figured it out
I'm a cursed man that's why I now understand that I'm gonna suffer
And when I die I'm gonna suffer some more that's just it no matter what I do
My moms said go to church but like I said emotionally hurt psychotic my mind ain't
Straight I need someone to help me to straighten it out psychologist I doubt it
They can't get in my head I don't have no money to pay them anyhow so I'm a
Cursed black man I am last never ever first I need a hit to quench my thirst
Now sooner or later I'm a end up in a hearse nine feet under in the dirt
No longer existing upon this earth but that's just me emotionally r,e,h,d,o double g
Wreck that's why I know that I was never ever a Frett always a b,l,y,d,e,n
(Chorus)
Cursed as a young black man I need a helping hand (Repeat 4)
(Outro)
Will I make it, no longer faking it that's why I don't know