(Intro) It’s a burning fury inside of me And if you didn’t walk a mile in my shoes shut your mouth You aint no me no where I came from so shut your mouth now You heard me (Verse) I’ve been bread to be a serial k**er let me digress From a very young age I was abused physically from the family In the streets of school I was tortured by the bullies one day I snapped My BF Tracy told me I ran up in the woods I came back climbed a ladder On the galvanize I repeatedly banged my head Bang (4 times) until the blood gush poured out through my head When I came to I didn’t have a clue what the hell is wrong with you It’s nothing but the truth I don’t know how to speak anything other than the truth And that’s the proof that I was bread to be a serial k**er a murderer That’s just what I feel inside the darkness it’s inside me and it’s taking over My mind and my brain sometimes I feel like I’m insane
But all these years I’ve controlled it and not snapped yet But this economy it’s driving me to the edge I’m going under and I just can’t breath (Chorus) I have to k** I want to k** fight the will you gots to chill (Repeat 2) (Verse) Milton Joseph God rest his soul he was the bully that put me over the edge Cause I tell you what he made me so angry every year he use to pick on me One day in the lunch line he took a ply wood On October 31st and slammed it in my head I closed my eyes and I cried and I opened up my eyes and to his surprise Boy did he push me over the edge stabbed him repeatedly with a metal fork until he bled Ha ha ha ha it felt so good I let out all those years of frustration and now I don’t know If I can go back to the way things were because I can’t help myself (Chorus) I have to k** I want to k** fight the will you gots to chill (Repeat 4)