Don't say my name. don't mention or question anything. you had your chance and you went away. don't call anymore, monthly phone calls won't rebuild what wasn't there from the start. so what is it you want to share judgements and grown up views? don't come around. don't pretend that we're ok when we're not. and I don't know what brought you back. but I know it's tearing me down. how can I take you back when you never cared? you never did and you never will. your judgements and your grown up views have no place here cause I am through with this and I am through with you. and I won't be taking you back. I'll breath new air into my lungs one day