[Verse 1]
These last two years were the worst years of my life
Left me fu*ked up past the point of ever believing that I'd get by
I call your phone, you don't pick up
It's pointless hope cause I know you're gone
I've heard your voice so many times
I've got your message memorized
[Pre-Chorus]
I've tried everything but nothing's working
I've tried everything but I'm still hurting
[Chorus]
The medicine isn't kicking in but life is kicking my teeth out
On the floor again and I'm losing it
So beat me tiI I black out
Cause I don't want to face it
Cause I don't want to face it
[Verse 2]
These last two hours were the longest of my life
And the thought of you is a slow burn blazing
That never fades with time
I thought I'd heal but then I relapsed
I'm falling back, can't help my reflex
In my head I'm treading water but my arms just collapse
[Pre-Chorus]
I've tried everything but nothing's working
I've tried everything but I'm still hurting
[Chorus]
The medicine isn't kicking in but life is kicking my teeth out
On the floor again and I'm losing it
So beat me tiI I black out
Cause I don't want to face it
Cause I don't want to face it
[Chorus]
The medicine isn't kicking in but life is kicking my teeth out
On the floor again and I'm losing it
So beat me 'tiI I black out
Cause I don't want to face it
Cause I don't want to face it
[Outro]
I've tried everything but nothing's working
I've tried everything but I'm still hurting