Verse 1:
I try to find the good in everybody else/
Except within myself/ and since the age of twelve/
I've felt I've lived my life inside a cell/ inside a shell/
An inner hell/ where I can't scream for help/
Cause where I'm held/ my voice ain't heard
No matter how loud I try to yell/ I might as well/
Just end it all without a care/
Because I'm f**in' sick and tired trynna/ find/
A face to wear/ it's too much for me to bare/
Carry the weights upon my shoulders/
Feelin' like a ton of boulders/ tough it out until it's over/
Life's no f**ing four leaf clover/ still I try to stay a soldier/
Thank myself when I get older/ the world is mine/ and I'm/
The owner/ yes/ my life's a mess/ but blessed/
I know I am/ I hardly see my fam/
And I know that some of you can/ understand/
What's hard for me to comprehend/
Those moms and dads who hate their marriage/
I can't even imagine/ or fathom/ not havin'/
Both parents/ it's so coherent/ ain't it?/
I know deep down you hate it/ truth is hard to swallow
But what a perfect picture that I've painted/
Chorus:
It's a broke day/ but everything is okay/
I'm up all night/ but everything is alright/
It's a rough week/ and I don't get enough sleep/
It's a long year/ pretendin' I belong here/
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Verse 2:
I've got some inner demons/ waitin' for myself to feed em'/
Trynna find the meanin'/ got accustomed bein'/ in the/
Deep/ end/ made of cement/ my heart is made of stone/
All alone/ only lord knows/ if I will ever make it home/
And if I don't/ I hope/ that ya'll remember me/
For who I am now and not for who/ I use/ to be/
Of all the scrutiny/ the judgment and the hatred/
All the time wasted/ false expectations/
We trynna live like the famous/ we're locked in cages/
And forgot who holds the key/ it is we/ who can set us free/
Rise as the supremes/ this world is our/
But we fantasize about fancy cars/ instead of setting bars/
And aimin' and shootin' for the stars/ no matter who/
You/ are/ we all have a struggle/
Life will test us all to see how much bullsh** that you can juggle/
And if you crumble/ and you tumble/ know that just stay humble/
It's okay this life can be a f**ing jungle/
Chorus:
It's a broke day/ but everything is okay/
I'm up all night/ but everything is alright/
It's a rough week/ and I don't get enough sleep/
It's a long year/ pretendin' I belong here/
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