I wanna write a lettet to my past
Verse : I remember when you used to be the smiling kid
You used to love your mum and dad and sisters and brothers back then growing up your mind changed
The same family dont change
Hands in ears hoping both sides dont go insane
Then it must off been nine when sh** did hurt ya
Carbon monoxide in the same place you play your controller
Im guessing you was young then didn't know tabbacco fumes
You was wise then your thoughts messed up as your grown older
Primary school acted like you was realluy better
Religious but dumb as smoking spliffs on rainy weathers
And to even to build up your intellegence to be clever
Use dictonaries read longer words like 'Aggression'guessing you was young then nobody known you
Everybody loved you even girls wanted to blow you
Never wanna socialise but carl was your OG
Anti-social hero turnt to a lonley villan (Ha,Ha)
Secondary school yep sh** was f**ed up , sprite and codeine was the first thing in my cup
Red and blue was the mix to make a purple esscence
But im guessing lavender was coloured as your first drug
And
More teachers were worried about your mental state . never hanged with geegs just gangsters on a normal day
Tried to prove to friends i was something in those days
Were they friends when my soul was lost in a dark cage ?
And the same OG'S were last seen in a grave just before your turnt 15 the next day
Worst thing was a knife didn't help to keep him saved
As you lived you hope you dont recieve the same fate
And be a top dog in rap keep your fans entertained
Stack money like tetris only the legal ways
And probally have your mum with Gucci and LV
And focus acheiveing my expressions about the music scene
Your on a college vibe learnt girls come and go
Had a couple ups and downs with exes like a yo yo
And moved on to someone else probally Aaliyah
You bump obn to Logic learning most rappers are liars
Your tryna be the person that was better than yesterday
Every champion who contended not to give up that was me
Ill never let fakes behaviour destroy my inner peace
Dont judge me but what you hear just take a look and see
I wanna write a lettet to my past (x4)
Darren i hope you hear this (x1)
(ears open)
Darren i hope you hear this (x1)
(ears open)