[Intro:]
"Only as sure as I am that the reality...of one night
Let alone that of a whole lifetime can ever be the truth"
[Verse 1: Darxx]
I wouldn't rap on this
Unless it was the whole truth
So that's what I'ma give ya
Live life or it's gon' k** ya
If the duration was fluid
Wouldn't get called a b**h now would it
I'm just saying, please don't get me wrong, I love women
But temptation could be downfall
That's why I usually stay from around y'all
An introvert by nature
But that ain't exactly the spice of life
So I switch up my behavior
Before I act like I'm the type that's hype
Gotta put a mask on like we all do
'cause it really doesn't matter what they call you
Only thing that matter's what you respond to
'cause in the end
You better realize it is all true or
"just a dream"
Who knows? I don't care too
I'm too busy in the moment
Trying to be the one that's chosen
Not them other people posing that I tear through
When I'm riled up or frustrated
Writer's Block got me all like what patience?
Difficult getting my mind right
Consistently tripping from hindsight
Get something written I might just
Until then, people say I was tight once
Nowadays though they really ain't sho'
What the hell you trying to make us wait for?
Wish I had an answer and I do now
Old-school sorta fool with a new sound
Origins found 'round the eight-three-oh
So when people ask why I take things slow
I just say
[Chorus 1: Darxx]
Ever since I was a youngin', there's been something to explain
Had to muscle through the struggle after confronting the pain
Trials and tribulations tried to take me underground
Now I speak to keep my demons from making another sound
(x2)
[Verse 2: Darxx]
From the beginning, my sea been spinning
And now my equilibrium rough
Can't walk around without knocking down
Everything including my dreams, it's tough
Figuring out what you're supposed to do
What's the one thing keeping you going?
Exactly what separates those who are stagnant
From those who flowing?
It's pa**ion and action
Mixed with good old-fashioned motivation
'Cause pa**ing on what attracts you
Don't make half as much sense, it's so persuasive
And enticing to finally go for it
It's right there, just gotta take a shot
It comes down to simply being a matter of whether or not
You're really dying to make a spot or
"just a dream"
Choose one, only two choices
The aftermath, your's alone to face
A man ain't right that's gon' ignore his place
So beware of the mirror's reflection
'Cause to me, there's no clearer deception
Than the lies that we tell ourselves often
To get outside of the boxes we locked in
By the state of mind's we possess
Posing as low-key and not threats
To our dispositions and sets of wishes
Then before you know it, you regret to mention
That your time is up, straight bowing out
It's over man, I'm through playing
While I'm still letting all this steam up
By living out that which I dream of
And saying
[Chorus 2: Darxx]
Repeat x2