[Verse 1]
I got ideas in my head that make me get out of bed, but I’d rather lock my door
Let nobody in, but I still tweet a few things, get these feelings off my chest
The illusion I’m fine should not be stuck in your mind, if you could see what I see in the mirror
Secretly want your sympathy, I don’t see what’s in front of me, it’s clear
[Pre-Chorus]
That I’ve got some real close friends
We drink and smoke every night
It’s not gonna fix my sadness
Even thought it does sometimes
[Chorus]
Oh, I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel something
To feel something
[Verse 2]
I, I keep a grin on my face, but it is surely a waste ‘cause I don’t feel the way I look
There’s messages in my phone, I read so I’m not alone, but they don’t validate my fear
Of never being enough, I got somebody I love, but they can’t help the thoughts I have
Secretly want your sympathy, I don’t see what’s in front of me, it’s said
[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause I’ve got some real close friends
We drink and smoke every night
It’s not gonna fix my sadness
Even thought it does sometimes
[Chorus]
Oh, I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel something
To feel something
[Instrumental Bridge]
[Chorus]
I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel something
To feel something
To feel something