[Verse 1]
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Girl you're my obsession
I never wanted to be your worst deception
Do you know my pain when I'm walking down the rain
This may seem a little naughty
Constantly still thinking bout
Touchin your body
Reminiscing to the nights we spent together
Thinking about the times you'd always say youd stay forever
Please understand that I'm here to take stand
Please comprehend
That I'm like a song
That keeps playing with no end
Till the end
From the beginning to end
You and I both knew
That we more than just friends
But now it's time to call it quits
Cause we both know
This ain't gonna go no where
I know you love that feelin
When we playing in your bed
I know you love the feeling of these grills all over your neck
I know you love it when I touch you
I could always tell that'd get you wet
Lately I've been thinking bout these memories
But now we see each other as a pair of enemies
When you hear this baby
You'll know this be your song
Just keep listening, sorry to bother but this won't take long
You know I love the rain and power
We were the type to sit around
And talk for hours
Tell me if I have to say it louder
How many times I gotta tell you that
I ain't like those other n***as
We came from the same hood
Where they be twisting up their fingers
And pulling on the stainless triggers
But my ways are different
Please dont mismatch that
I've done had to back track
All your letters I still carry in my notebook inside backpack, haters still talking like
"you still with that?"
Music is my expression
If it wasn't for this I'd prolly be in a Great Depression
Not just mentally but financially too
You feel me? I'm just a youngster who was born into the hood
Not to be bitter
But I'm just trynna do something better
Prolly run a Carretta
Or prolly run and shoot a Beretta
Those are the only options
For a young n***a
With a life like mine
But you have to watch out
Cus there's always that one fool
Who's trynna stab you from behind
But what didn't come to mine
Was that it woulda been the closest person to my heart
No not my mother
I pray to god that she would never
But it was you
You who deceive me
You whom kept receiving
But not giving
Use to talk about us
Like you spoke French
We this, we that, we all
Never seem to have appreciate for
Any of my actions
Not even the smallest fraction
Constantly conceited
Everything completed
I'd done spoiled you
I wonder how you saw me
From your point of view
Cause I could recall a few times
When I was your world
Pleasured you all the time
Remember when you use to say that you were mine
[Verse 2]
This sh** deeper than shakeshephere thats why theres so much fear
I'm lookin thru that window but that b**h never clear
Never shed a tear even though i need you here
But youre never hear
So i should just treat it like a random peer
Drowning in liquor
Not listening to my inner-conscience
b*tch that's non sense
Without this your pockets
Would probably be empty
Without cents
This doesn't make sense
I'm just wishing for the best
I don't know what to do
So up you
Imma leave the rest
Now don't let me down
My chest feels heavy and sore
As if been dropped and hit
With a mount and pound
Sorry for being around
My silence has been broken
I've done spoken
Openly about this matter
That I've been trynna get you to receive
So my mind, soul and heart I could relieve
I know you here the car engine roaring
Now you may be mad and turn rain into storming
But I'm here in good purpose
I'm telling you I'm serious
Now see me as I make a right turn
Into New Field Drive
I'm just here to stop by