[Verse 1]
Some days when I'm down just a little bit I drop myself to the floor
It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore, I
Then he came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
And then I realised everyone's gone, but I still feel the same, I
[Chorus]
It wasn't meant to be
This bored nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't want to see me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen
[Verse 2]
And I wish that I could tell all my ex jokes in detail
Thought I should've stayed up, what, 'cause of the A-Levels I failed
My cousin just told me that my favorite show shut down
And the other one just told me that I've always got a frown
[Bridge]
My, my minds in line because I'm alive
My minds in line because I'm alive
My minds in line because I'm alive
My minds in line because I'm alive
[Chorus]
It wasn't meant to be
I know that I'm nothing to me
My friend live next to me
Now she won't want to see me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen