Just one time i wanted you to listen to me
voiceless trying to say the things you hurt for me
being open to suggestion to be normality
tryed to fit in so you wouldn't talk about me
you look at me and you see nothing but your reality
just a ghost waiting to be set free
please let me speak i've got nothing to say
you see me and i think what stu stu is wrong with me
i'll show you what you think is wrong with me
just attack me when i'm strung out emotionally
you'll regret ever getting to know me
make you pay violently emo blinded me
i hated the words that you all called them
making them feel worse just trashed them
pushing them over the edge almost over that ledge
crying haha i'm in a bad mood fokay
it's ok he'll get over it
i'm pretty, sure you are we didn't makeover it all too unfit
it's all in your head just go to bed
here's a pill to make you believe your not in your head
screaming internally, blinded by what you made for me
addicted to disease that you xXx'd internetionally
accidents happen to make you feel better emotionally
d**h machine i stronger when it doesn't k** me
kept it all inside the future i skipped for me
scarred automatically to keep me happy temporarily
all in all i just wanted to dream
become my dream and set foot my own reality
lost in the past i couldn't set myself free
broke the hits when i decided hell maybe
took my dream plucked to my in sanity
got sent to hell, where all those who didn't make it just like me
found a brand new reality.
believed what they tryed to make me see
bouncing back and forth between godly and forsaken me
listened to all the words just getting school'd
idgaf, but i really do i'm such a tool.
i really miss swimming in my pool
before i got forced into what everyone does so uncool
making rash decisions, gotta get that paper in on time
where do you see yourself in 10 years?
i see get myself the sublime outa here
blindly leading us all to the system crate
hollywood ended my fate
stealing emotions from me oh that was just so sad
squeezed out like spongebob and american dad
you live too fast
beat boxing was a blast
should've had you sign my cast
nothing may be my everlast