(you don't love me)
I'm trapped in these situations
Working 'til i get out of them
Honestly, my mind's been spacing
Since i fell in love with these drums
My heart's racin', pacin'
Wonder when my day will come
All these blunts i'm facin'
Yet i'm still so fu*kin' numb
So i took an eighth
And now i see faces in my vision
Mentally, that fu*ked me up
Now, i am on these prescriptions
Many years, i told myself that
"i can't be the chosen one"
Then, i got a grip
Speaking my existence
So my mom will be proud of her son
Can't you see that the sun's still shining
Every night, the stars have been aligning
I found god when i stared at my reflection
I found god when i stopped chasing perfection
Everybody just wants to find their place
Be somebody
Don't hang with the lames
Don't play with my brain
Don't come back to hate
I won't hesitate
To show you real pain
She looked into my eyes then cried
Said, "how the fu*k you still alive?"
I'm trapped in these situations
Working 'til i get out of them
Honestly, my mind's been spacing
Since i fell in love with these drums
My heart's racin', pacin'
Wonder when my day will come
All these blunts i'm facin'
Yet i'm still so fu*kin' numb
So i took an eighth
And now i see faces in my vision
Mentally, that fu*ked me up
Now, i am on these prescriptions
Many years, i told myself that
"i can't be the chosen one"
Then, i got a grip
Speaking my existence
So my mom will be proud of her son