[Verse 1]
Every day s**s, I'm stuck with the same luck
The pay cuts are getting outrageous
My checking account was negative fifty-eight bucks
The banks all sedate us and rape us using all the same d**
Labeled as ''Exchanged Trust''
While adding additional chains around the names we can't escape from
Digging ourselves a grave since day one
Every month is the same, it's only the names that change up
And wether or not I'm famous, I'm going to make this game bust
Dropping unstoppable lyrics on top of the critics because I' anxious
To finally demonstrate why I'm dangerous on stages
Rhyming without psyhical restraintment
The pages are nonstop
Cause I had to find a way to stay rising for the day I make it on top
The fate of my art's unclear with its price
And twenty-ten has been the hardest year in my life
But I'd survive as a lamb out a lion's den
Before I ever have to look and see my mother's eyes cry again
Out of work, stressed for the surgeries
Scars heal but it's her pain that's hurting me
My das was never there with a certainty
But she was the Goddess so that must mean I'm Hercules
The roles switched
So had the goals of my focus
When I noticed my car was stolen by thieves who offended me
They ripped my rhyme books out, but what's a mouse to an elephant memory
I recovered written bars by the hundreds and thousands
Just because my stomach was growling
Its roar was the loudest
Next to the Nineteen Eighty with the St.Helen mountain when lava exploded outwards
It felt as if my heart was torn
For the origin of my documented art was gone
But it only made me stronger, made me smarter
Cause this time around I'm going eighty times harder
August 15th has been stuck in the head
The day I had to see my nana dead
Cause the cancer sells spread to her head
Despite the six weeks left of living that the specialist said
We were there about fifteen minutes to eight
Come to find out that we were fifteen minutes late
And I couldn't put a stop to that
Then my father called and said my great grandmother died from a heart attack
The tears kept pouring from my eyes, looked at the time
And it was only seven forty-five
I had lost two women I loved
In one half of a half hour to the power above
Of the one with their honored faith
They both were soldiers of an army only God could make
And what they fought for is still with me
Cause not even d**h could ever k** what they built and instilled in me
The memories will last forever
Especially affecting the centuries we couldn't have together
I know what they'd expect from me
So I'm talking on these impossible odds to have them transformed into destiny
Etched expeditiously
Please remember my attempts towards history
As one of the illest improvents to this music
The different between having a dream and pursuing it
Real life, I'm not used to this
When I write I forget what the word ''human'' is
Chris Bridges says I'm ludicrious
Cause these emcees wouldn't cross paths with me with a priest
At the center of an intersection in the shape of a crucifix
How could you abuse the gift?
Of a great opportunity, laid for you beautifully
Even a fool can see that it takes unity
These guys aren't worth a rhyme
And as far as the girls go, they aren't worth the time
They're all stuck on the same tip
Dating these lames as if they wouldn't act like the dick
That they came with
So I don't want to hear you complaining
Cause you know the type you like but refuse to change it
''Nice guys finish last''?
f** that! It only seems like we're in the back cause we got the competition lapped