Sorry that was out of the blue, all those thing that I had told you
I don't blame you if you're feeling confused, I would too, I would too
Learning how untie that noose, properly groove by groove
On your lips I taste the regret, as we lay there in a cold sweat
And the floor tiles they feel just like, all the thoughts that I thought that I'd find
The actions and reflex, the moments in context. What we did to please them, the reasons, the reasons
And Hayley she got caught in a mess, she's got the next 5 weeks planned out paycheck to paycheck
Saving for the great exodus, and then it will all make sense, we'll make sense of this mess
And I just think it's unfair, the way you like to say that I don't care
Or I'm not there when I'm still here, and every time we fight how it goes there
And I just want you to know
That when you left I really wanted to follow
I know I lied. I know what I said. I don't know why
Don't know why
We're never coming back to this place
(take you all can! take all you can carry!)
But I just can't leave you this way
We're too young, it's too entrapping to stay
(I'll take all your hurt! I'll take all your hurt and carry it with me!)
I think you'll understand some day, but for now you just say
I keep “swimming away from your love”
I keep “swimming away from your love”
And the facts do prevail: yes I do make it tough
I keep “swimming away from your love”
And I know that it's nothing that you've never heard
But I f**ed up the process when I said those words
Think it's too late, then I hear your voice through the phone
Say “ain't it nice to f** up, and not be in it alone?”
I know that it's nothing that you've never heard
But I f**ed up the process when I said those words
Think it's too late, then I hear your voice through the phone
Say “ain't it nice to f** up, and not be in it alone?”
Yea, ain't it nice to f** up, and not be in it alone?
Ain't it nice to f** up and not be in it alone?