[Verse 1: JOKER]
I'm scared to even walk into school, I can just hear the announcement that a student's in the building with a semi-automatic
And the people start to panic like some Bulls are running
Cause if I start seeing red, You better believe I'm ducking in cover
Kids so f**ed up they pack a firearm to confront others
That was somebody's dad, somebody's brother!
I understand your hatred, you wanted him f**ing dead
But there's no need to open fire at innocent student's heads
And I hear some kid just brought a gun to my school
Thank god for intervention by a Good Samaritan dude
I have trouble going anyway, but that's a different situation
I know I wouldn't have gone back if the white walls were repainted
I'm so thankful that nothing happened, we're not always lucky
Rest in piece to the people that get slaughtered like it's nothing
Turn on the tv and watch as little children are hunted
And news crews interview instead of doing something
It's sad to see you go no matter what color your skin, it doesn't matter if you're black or white, what matters is that red you have within
f** every person tryna put me in a coffin, when I'm coughing you don't have my back, and often I'm out from cla** but that doesn't mean that it's all an act, I wish that I could be there seeing you all, in fact, every day I'm trying hard to get back into school, this work is piling up to the roof, but I'm cutting through it with the proper tools
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I'm thankful that I'm alive today
Looking back on all the problems that I've faced and I didn't know if I was going to make it
But I just want to thank you for giving me a reason to celebrate
[Verse 2]
I know that I've been slacking, haven't been making movies or rapping but that's what happens when you run out of rabbits for your magic shows
Tryna stay happy, but even that's a struggle when your mind's f**ing itself with a 320 inch dil*o
And all you want is a pillow to shove your face into so that the world doesn't hear you struggle to escape from limbo
Your mind's weak and your brain tissue is soft so it's easily impaled by this fake silicone co*k
It's hard to get it off, and not s**ually, it's fake, it's your imagination stabbing a penis right through your memories
No wonder you have no energy, you're constantly f**ing your own mind, and it's hard to take the erection
It's hard to even remember what it was like before, that innocent minded boy climbing trees hoping to be avoided
Everyone tried toying with him, he showed the pricks that if they try to step on him he's got a backbone made of Lego bricks
And get pissed on when you try to squish Jon, he's pissed at the urinal so he's grabbing your mom
She loves drinking out of toilets, you b**hes could not ignore the fact you couldn't drown me cause recently I've been f**ing buoyant
You f**boys aren't new to me, Half of my life's been full of beef, so when you steal my book of writtens you won't find a eulogy
Usually i would back off but your best songs are when you're trying to jack off into a microphone talking sh** about rap songs and how I can't make them because I'm not black, huh, i see the logic in your statement, and see Logic out there making it I know he's half and half so you'd give him that
And I'm not trying to compare us, I know I have both my parents, but I'm not trying to take rap from whom it was inherited
Apparently even if my intentions are pure, the fact that I'm rapping makes me a cultural who*e who's tryna steal from the black community just cause of my skin color I'm not allowed to do something that's true to me
But I've broken rules before I've been inspired to make music because your culture has truly influenced me
So without further ado I'm giving myself to you and everything and everyone I love, I just want to thank you
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