[Verse 1]
Deep in my thoughts as I sip on this cold water
Thinking what my life would be if I went across the border
So much in my mind feels like a hoarder
Life with poverty, man this not what I ordered
But I keep on living and I
Keep forgiving my friends that turned to enemies
Losing stress with Hennessey
But it turned out not to be that bad
I either get k**ed or go to school so I can graduate
I just imaginate all of the times
Now I sit here all alone just writing rhymes
Couldn't get a mate but one day I will find
What's in the past, I'mma leave that behind
Until then I'mma stay on my grind
And stay straight on the line
But until I die
I'mma keep my focus on my life and my future
Going back to the basics like I used to
A. Ross for life
[Hook]
When you living seems like everybody dying
Well tell me mama why you crying
When I speak the truth it seems like everybody lying
Try so hard not to hide it
When you sell your soul, it seems like everybody want to buy it
I don't wanna love it but I like it
Trynna get inside my mind, I guess everyone a psychic
I guess everyone a psychic
[Verse 2]
When you lose the good it starts to turn bad
Living so happy, but deep inside you're sad
As I grow I watch the good times fade
And I start to see the little black kids misbehave
They better change or they'll end up in a grave
What if we were the ones who were slaves
But don't take it too far
I don't want the clothes, the fame, and the car
We living so blue, are we the true avatars
But feel me
It turns out everyone but me wants to k** me
God I need you severely
But n***as act innocent when they guilty
I play it fair but n***as so used to cheating
I think we need 50 lashes from a beating
I'm coming for the k**, don't hate me I'm just keeping it real
I think heart is made out of steel
But if you know me for real
I'm always there for my loved ones to fight
It's A-E-R-O for life
Get it right
Sing
[Hook]
When you living seems like everybody dying
Well tell me mama why you crying
When I speak the truth it seems like everybody lying
Try so hard not to hide it
When you sell your soul, it seems like everybody want to buy it
I don't wanna love it but I like it
Trynna get inside my mind, I guess everyone a psychic
I guess everyone a psychic
[Outro]
This for everyone
Stay strong, live long
I hope you understand what I said by the end of this song