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I'm just tryna dig my way out this hellish abyss
Looking to sky questioning if heaven exists
God forgive for my ways I'm just stuck in a mist
People telling me quit but I'll never submit
Your heart can start to fill with hate love will straight evaporate
Gotta keep my head up straight pray at night and meditate
Over time the ones you love begin to slowly separate
Life's getting harder that's the reason that I'm never straight
Smoking blunts to k** the stress really I am just a mess
Dream of dead relatives at night when I lay my head to rest
So vivid when I wake up tears will start to flow down to my chest
Hoping there's a better place when we shed our earthly flesh
Looking to the stars on a dark summer night
Thinking bout the girl I had cuz she's gone from my sight
But I'll keep the memories in my heart till I die
I'm just letting out the pain through the bars that I write
We both said forever but it faded with time
And All the happiness now I'm empty inside
Wish life was like music you could press rewind
Guess I gotta come to grips and accept that it's life
These bars just couldn't cover all the time we spent together
Now I never get to see her hope her life is doing better
Guess Its true love can fade away so fast you wonder why
Looking to the sky tears flowing close to suicide
I guess I gotta keep on pushing I ain't got no time to cry
They say the gra** is always greener when you reach the other side
There's gotta be a reason for the pain to arrive
So no matter what I face I'll try my best to survive
Keep on going even though I'm getting sick of this life
Chasing dreams and spreading love till the day that I die
Just remember always pray and try to open your mind
Or continue going on through life just living a lie