My lil homie caught a case he fightin life dawg
Couldn't tell u if its wrong if its right
But angels ain't around here at night dawg
So all we got is devils in our sight
But me i went from a felon to yo favorite rapper
See im from a place where n***as just dont make it out of
See im from a place where if u doin good than they more likely theyll k** u cuz the money what they chasin after
Had a friend lose his life over a 20 set
Wit 7 shots to his abnomen ain't no comin back
See i used to run the streets wit em sippin on 40's but ever since they took his life i been done wit that
Nah i ain't to
Proud of ma past but i did what i did
Where im from u either gettin shot or givin the bid
Really n***a we jus tryina live
But why it seem like cops gettin promoted for k**in a kid its like
God works against us
Why i feel like cops dont protect us
All this anger in my heart too young to understand the real reason why my pops really left us
The judge gave him seven years hopin he'll sell tunes to a grave
Just another minority in a cage
And i know this sh** prolly won't ever change but i won't sit around like its okay
I been lookin for a way n***a
I been lookin for a way
Does god even hear me pray when i spoke to him
Does god even feel my pain when i go thru it
And do u know what it...
Feels like to put a gun to ur head but ain nobody sayin dont do it
I hit the bottom but i got back on ma feet n***a
I wanted peace i ain't plan on packin a piece n***a
It gets deep
These people wanna be street
But theres a difference between bein a real n***a n a street n***a
Pray the lord forgive me for ma sins
Knowin that id do it all again
Me i never break i never bend
The pressure comin in
But i think its funny how they judge me not knowin bout my pain n where i been
Im losin all ma friends
I dont wanna end up here again
I feel like the cycle never ends
It never really ends
I just got the call my lil homie lost his life n all im thinkin is revenge
Sippin henny n takin shots till i can't feel
I mean i still feel the pressure but i just can't feel
Can't believe what im seein n what im hearin man
Im starin at the news like HOMIE THIS sh*t JUS AINT REAL!
I been losin ma faith... ma friends fadin away
N even tho im not too sure he knows that i exist i jus hope the lord forgives me for ma sins