My heart is a dead weight that I cat stop from sinking
A broken man with a conscience that's withering
How am I meant to shut out these voices when they're all coming from within
I've tried to confide in silence but this guilt is deafening
How do I deal with a loss so profound?
When the place we called home is now a burial ground
My eyes will never see another sunrise
I won't let this get to me
You'll never take me alive (you'll never take me alive)
I never fully understood how heavy the weight of the world is
Until I had to carry it on my f**ing shoulders
Oh I can the dead in the depths of hell
You were trapped in this moment so blame yourself
I am your past, present and future fear
Your demise is the only way back from here
It feels like a thousand days have slowly slipped me by
Since I've felt your presence right by my side or the innocence in your eyes
And what I wouldn't give to stop replaying my actions over and over again inside my head
Justifying my means to an end
(What do I have to live for when everything I love is dead and gone?
I can't keep going on without you, I pray tomorrow will never come) [2x]
I can't keep going on without you
Everything I loved is dead and gone
'this cannot be forever'
This guilt has formed a f**ing noose around my neck
This is not a last resort, this is a consequence
My eyes will never see another sunrise
I won't let this get to me
You'll never take me alive