[Intro: O]
I don't know what it is man, I just feel alone...
Like there's nobody here, I mean there's people there, but there's nobody here
I ain't got nobody to talk to, it's f**ing cold outside.. what the f** am I to do now?
[Verse 1:]
I can't pretend like I ain't waiting for the snow to end
I woke up cold and I fell asleep in my clothes again
So f**ing frozen man it hurts to even hold the pen
Too cold to cry and that's probably why I hold it in
I ain't got much to puff, and it's like a buck a dutch
See if I can muster up enough to get me up and up
Man this stuff is tough, roads are looking f**ing rough
Cold I'm in no f**ing rush for snow man this sh** f**ing s**s
We use the stove for heat, ain't got no dough to eat
Nowhere to go, just got a cold, and I can't go to sleep
Man it's been this cold for weeks and there's so much snow and sleet
A car slid off the road and hit my bro man they should close the streets
I'm penniless and my winter sweater has plenty rips
Paying all of this rents a b**h, living off of this empty fridge
I look to the sky and I'm begging him to make it right
Thinking if I break the ice, he'll show me my place in life
[Hook]
My mind is flowing thoughts, and all that it results
I am alone
[Verse 2]
Ayyo it s**s watching all you know, crumble into memories
If pain had a face I bet his picture would resemble me
Everything is meant to be and that's what I believe in
So if I stop breathin' must've happened for a reason
I question if the pain is what my a** has been attracted to
Because I've become accustomed to the life that I've adapted to
It's sad but true, I've had a few pain k**ers to calm me down
Enough to make me feel invincible nothing could ever stop me now
I bought the beat because I'm hoping the noise will comfort me
And although it's my misery I do enjoy the company
It's gonna be fun to sleep if I don't make it home for bed
The road ahead is narrow as sh** and I think my phone is dead
Tryna write a track, get derailed by my train of thoughts
Thinking about my brother fuels the fire on this flaming torch
Then all the pain is washed down with some Hennessey
This cold winter snow got me thinking it's best to rest in peace
[Hook]