Girl this is getting messed up real bad
These days were missing out on the things we both had
Just thinking of you leaving hurts so hard
When ill rather have your kids running around in the yard
I want you close, I need your kiss
Ive never had a love like this
When your not here i miss i want this to be B.I.G
My love for you is so big
I need you in my life make you my wife
I'll protect you and hold you pillow tight
Cos I'm sitting here wishing i can do all the things you wanna do
All about success I'm on job and i didn't need a interview
So as i answer all these phone calls hoping my freedom is worth it
Cos momma ain't happy so I'm tryna make it perfect
Wish i can tell her i blue (blew) Smurfette
The times coming soon i can put down my last bet
Cos I need you like I need air
If your down Ill be there
The thought lf you leaving makes me scared
Sitting here reminiscing of when you are not there
I hate My biggest fear but it dont give a f**
So I'm recording on my MacBook
I ain't turning into old news
I'm up next I'm the new dude
Theres alot of things i wished i had
Sick and tired of this little bed
Rather live like a King instead
And I'm tired of the pain
And the pain kinda different now
It will never be the same
But to me your so special
Ill treat you like the lead in my pencil
Anything you want you can have you know ill let you
On my life there ain't no other girl in my world since you
We can go to the hotel room
Go on girl call me your dude
Can't keep us apart and you better close that door
Your the girl that I'm gonna settle for
Cos I'm the guy you're supposed to be with
f** your the ex you dont need him
f** the others you dont need them too
Every second I think of you
Wishing we can stay together
Hoping you buy my album
I'm just tryna make it better
But your rather be with the strangers
I'm sorry that I'm different
I'm Sorry you see my anger
Only you can heal my pain
Let them know I'm all about you
I think i can't live without you
When your not here I smoke more food
Its like my motto is d**h or you
And i love you more then i ever did
Your the only girl that I'm in love with
You dont believe i think i need a prayer
Sometimes i think you dont care
But im all about you and I
But you keep leaving at meaningful times
You dont ever come home late
Back the next day yesterday food on the plate
Most probably out to do it again
I look at you as my beautiful best friend
So i think we to do some make up
I always dream of you ever when i wake up
Your just stuck in my dream, its like i dont wake up
Until i can feel your touch
Cause I miss and love you so much