(Verse1)
As a youngin I was told not to be a fool
Start realizing that sh** was crazy before we hit the roof
Benefit from n***as who don't wanna hear the truth
But honesty is the key, my n***a
Let them b**hes lose, uh I grew up in the gutter
Just a young motherf**er, took responsibility
Of my actions though that sh** was f**ed up
But, I was fighting against my demons. Physically and mentally
That sh** was k**ing my self esteem
n***as like you Neva made it, so you always hesitated
How the f** will you make it, if you don't put your heart to it
Uh, still talking to my conscience, feeling paranoid
I need a blunt to keep me focused
And I was just a youngin when that sh** was going down
Reminiscing about the past, waking up to gun sounds
Uh, rest in peace to my n***as. Dead and gone we'll keep
Praying until it's over
(Hook)
I'm a youngin
Yeah I'm a youngin
I'm a youngin yeah I'm a youngin
17 and living and
I'm try a get to fame
17 and living and
I'm tryna get to fame.yeah
X3
(Verse 2)
Life is short as f**, He's locked up in the cemetery
Talking to myself, don't wanna see another burry
From the place the where n***as run around with A-K
Shoot you in the face You'll Neva be okay
Lord have mercy on my people Cause it's f**ed up
Another die, another locked up In the f**ing cell
I told my mom it'll be ok I'm tryna chase my dreams
Nothing was the same, when Emmanuel got shot
Back in 08, but it felt like yesterday, never let the moment fades
I think about it everyday, Going back and forth
This my last San Andres flow
College is a option so I gotta let streets go
You steady posting photos, while I'm chasing all my goals
Accomandate your life and don't, let the chances go
Uh, that's words to my n***as. Take control of your life
And be a leader
(Hook)