Nouns - Wreck lyrics

" I hate everyone I love For keeping me anchored to this earth It's in all their god damned support That I can't leave behind A happy corpse With a smile on my face And a hole in my chest 'cause there was a hole in my heart That no one could fix Father asks 'why' but please I don't know why mother keeps crying she can't let me go talk going around about being institutionalized cringing in my mind about the thought of being exorcised there's a demon in my brain and he's eating all my joy he's the same spawn of satan that made me the boy I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am

I am Such a f**ing wreck And I'm sort of scared I'm 19 years old Already dead-set on being alone So give me my klonopin And leave me alone Or god come about And let me leave home 'cause I hate myself For being self-involved And I love myself For being better than all With my nose in the air I can truly say You would miss me too much If I were gone " — Jackson