Started off already down
On my face a well worn frown
Still to come, sure to get worse
This year will surely dawn a curse
Eyes now blinded by the light
Strength gone I've forgotten my might
Moving onward, 'till the bitter end
Darkness now my only true friend
Self destruction, no sign of light
Beyond redemption, hope out of sight
Still further, I will fall down
Donning a shroud of grief like a crown
What - Have - I - Become
Still - No - Sign - Of - Life up above
Falling - Out - Of - Sight
This - Year - Dawns - A horrible plight
Hard to hide, impossible to ignore
Still to come there was worse in store
This plight that has befallen me
Happened to be on the year of 23
Mesmerized by a voice that is not
Whispers of d**h enter my thoughts
Behold the nameless, faceless scourge
Enter my veins, send me off to the morgue
Stench becomes me I have started to rot
A victim of what replaces your thought
With poison dreams and hollow ghostly screams
From deep within consume without mercy
Self destruction, no sign of light
Beyond redemption, hope out of sight
Still further, I will fall down
Donning a shroud of grief like a crown
What - Have - I - Become
Still - No - Sign - Of - Life up above
Falling - Out - Of - Sight
This - Year - Dawns - A horrible plight
Left to rot, I am forgotten
No hope is left for me now
Behold eternal darkness
Faces from beyond the shroud
I am the one who walks not in your light
It makes me ill
I've become what had once destroyed me
Now your fate is my will