Verse
In this fog, this night
There's no one in sight
Only when you bring back the past
Will there be light
When we were inseparable
A step away from incredible
And I put you on my pedestal
And there was no one ahead of you
And I ran like the wind
Cause all my exs tried to get back
Felt like a king emerged from this jack
All four wheels was riding this track
I had a Queen next to my side
And a steady beat in my heart
But despair asked for its part
So, now, where the hell do I start?
Well, she f**ed up in her ways
Had her thinking about it for days
Did she want someone new
Or did she just want me to change?
But, as you know, over time
People start to just fade out
No thoughts is your way out
Everything you begin to doubt
And everything is temporary
In this life that you built up
Everything, from the ground up
Seeing how it was your luck
I don't want your heart
I don't want your fame and I don't care about the sight
All I want you to do is heed my words
(Aside: "But, you won't listen,though)
I used to write about love
Rap and scream and shout it out
Now, I write about the after-thoughts when you begin to doubt
See, I live in reality where revolution is the key
And those three fingers you point at yourself
One's pointing right at me
So, who else do I blame
For this mess that you've created
In your thoughts that kept you jaded while your situations faded
See, not I, cause I've had enough
Of your lies and you've said too much
So, bye bye, you can take the stuff that you gave me when I helped you up
Oh, so, now, you understand
We are on the same plan
I will not be used as a substitute, ampersand
I've had enough of you and me
I've lived my life so wastefully
I ran away from what I thought was good and now I'm finally free
So, you can walk up out this broken home, leaving every picture, book and memory of me alone
So, join the ride and I'm glad you finally paid the toil
Now, your deity will be your only chaperone