Apparently disposed
But when I just don't know
Everything is different now
Appearing in your clothes
You saved from long ago
And wore for me to see
Just what I had to leave
The words you can translate
While I self medicate
Through the pa**ing year
So you will disappear
My breath is what you stole
Part of me got so old
Everything just happens now
Before I stop to die
I'll measuer my life by
What I never had
And what I gave to you
The words you can translate
While I self medicate
Through the pa**ing year
So you will disappear
The promise that you broke
Is pa**ing through your throat
And out of such a pretty mouth
I believe it so
But feelings of control
Always leave my mind
It happens all the time
The words you can translate
While I self medicate
Through the pa**ing year
So you will disappear