I had a feeling than lost it a sense of meaning exhausted my eyes are tired from trying to find an answer anywhere and I keep caring less and less and I keep thinking less and less about the future and purpose reason is I am frequently alone I am frequently pa**ing by all the places I visit always wondering why there's no light on in your room there's no place to feel warm and all these cold walls only cause me harm It's only freezing and it is painful It's only freezing I just want to have comfort in the things that I do
I just want to know more of me and you I just want to see the end and where everything goes Will I ever find out does anybody know? I keep losing faith in everything I keep dreaming of a place I'd much rather be and when the sunsets all I fear is regret so I am cautious to make any decisions I take careful steps in and around the house Where everything stays quiet nothing moves and I look out the window hoping for a sign to change my mind I'm so full of doubt these days